i'd like to be trapped in confusion...chaos, that i ever so often make sense of, but never enough to not be constantly searching/this world is mad, reality is but perception, and i am mad? will i be brave enough to give of myself, or will i cower in the darkness; i hope only now for more time, to collect and reflect: i'll be here alone. will i ? no time, will not tell. but, GOD knows if i yearn, it is for what i lack? my reflection, Its...