Replaying this for the first time in about a year, it still hits hard even knowing how everything ends. There's also a ton more stuff about agency and change with Dev and Artie I didn't pick up on the first time
A better version of Carl and Jenna's routes for sure I think. But for the deconstruction of romantic simulation and the unpredictability of life's myriad experiences, it cannot fully substitute for other routes.
Thinking about it, the importance of being gay is actually kind of interesting for this story. On the one hand this has no sexual content and isn't really even a romance story so it's a lot less gay than the rest of the EP games. On the other, it feels like Brian's internalized homophobia informs his actions a lot more than in Echo. He sees Cameron, this cute little f@ggot cocksleeve who does have the life Brian probably wanted at some point (in a loving relationship, clean from drugs, able to manage his mental health and supernatural abilities decently well) and he just fucking detests him. He knows that he will get caught if he kills Cam and Dev and his reaction is to go all out in trying to murder them, which is actually really scary.. The furry stuff is also the most purely aesthetic here, if you changed the characters to humans I don't think there's a single detail of the story that would really need to change.
One of the most harrowing horror experiences I've ever had in fiction, and the whole elaborate aftermath of the abduction was an extremely nice finishing touch to the whole narrative and had me in tears by the very end. Beautiful and bittersweet story of trauma.
I had an addict mother and Cam's memories of his mom and her bizarre behavior in the years leading up to her death hit EXTREMELY close to home. Idk how Howly and McSkinny keep doing it, but their writing is almost scarily relatable and resonant to me. I even have a sibling with the same name, stature, patronizing and studious attitude, and family estrangement as Jenna from Echo. It's crazy and makes these Echo Project stories seem like they were written just for me.
Up there for me with Flynn and TJ's routes from this work's predecessor. Echo Project, for stories about furries, know how to perfectly tap into human nature in beautiful, disturbing, and unforgettable ways.
Both these games really track so many features of my life it's kind of bizarre. I first played echo as a young gay guy returning to my hometown that I don't like being in and trying to get my old high school friend group back together, I did TJ's route one day after hiking through Yosemite with my friend who I hadn't seen in almost two years, I did Carl's route stoned off my ass alone in my parents' big creepy house while they were away on vacation, one of my friends died suddenly by suicide when we were all 13 and even a decade later, that's not a topic any of us will touch with a ten foot pole (and like Syd he could be kind of an aggressive bully at times, so our responses to his death were more complicated than just feeling sad immediately), and with Cameron I can relate to both his addiction and his paranoid intrusive thoughts (thank god I don't have schizophrenia). I don't think there's another piece of media that tracks my life this closely not just in broad terms but in very specific details.
@dzhakh Absolutely wild synchronicities, man! I credit these VNs for helping me come to grips with a lot about both my own queer identity and my life trauma. Your previous comments about Brian in Echo's threads and how one of the writers said he's the thematic main character of the universe are really interesting because he reminds me in many ways of famous serial killers like Gacy and Dahmer who were most likely also repressed homosexuals. His devourment by trauma, hauntings, and repression leading to utter debasement, selfishness, and atrocities stand in direct contrast to Cam and Dev's healthy love leading to even greater virtue, caring, and triumphs despite their own traumatic backgrounds and their own experiences with the supernatural. It really reinforces how closely queerness and trauma intertwine at a lot of the Echo universe's core. (Hell, in Flynn's route, the same place where he fulfills his sexual desires is the same place where he meets his fate after "seeking the truth" related to his own trauma one more time.)
Someone I was talking to put it well by saying on the one hand none of these stories (except Adastra sort of) are really about being gay for the most part, but they're also stories that you can't really imagine coming from anyone but an LGBT person, and even a furry. Also the morning after I finished Carl's route I went to a gas station I get coffee from a lot and the cashier there was literally named 'Echo,' at which point I was pretty sure God was just fucking with me.
Damn Vessels was great, it was so depressing to see the timeline where Cameron did die and how Devon was holding on to an idealized version of Cameron in his head and rejecting the real Cam when he shows up in the dream. The ending reframes a typical romance trope of never changing in your relationship into something unhealthy and even kind of sinister. It makes me appreciate the main ending even more, to see them still together in a very realistic way as they try to move on from the past and work through the problems they have when they show up.
But for the deconstruction of romantic simulation and the unpredictability of life's myriad experiences, it cannot fully substitute for other routes.
I had an addict mother and Cam's memories of his mom and her bizarre behavior in the years leading up to her death hit EXTREMELY close to home. Idk how Howly and McSkinny keep doing it, but their writing is almost scarily relatable and resonant to me. I even have a sibling with the same name, stature, patronizing and studious attitude, and family estrangement as Jenna from Echo. It's crazy and makes these Echo Project stories seem like they were written just for me.
Up there for me with Flynn and TJ's routes from this work's predecessor. Echo Project, for stories about furries, know how to perfectly tap into human nature in beautiful, disturbing, and unforgettable ways.
Also the morning after I finished Carl's route I went to a gas station I get coffee from a lot and the cashier there was literally named 'Echo,' at which point I was pretty sure God was just fucking with me.